People Break So Easily

All Alone but Surrounded by People

I love my best friend.

She the best person in the world.

She has so much in common with me yet nothing at all.

When she’s completely happy so am I.

When she’s sad I’m at her side in minutes.

When she’s in trouble I’m there to help. 

When I’m happy she’s glad.

When I’m sad she’s busy.

When I’m in trouble she’s nowhere at all.

When It’s my birthday she’s gone and has forgotten…

I’m tired of feeling so alone. 

How I wish I could tell her…

But I never will.

She’ll never know.

We’ll continue our relationship just like that. 

I’ll take care of her and she’ll hardly notice me.

I’m so lonely. 

When it comes to all my friends.

But I can’t ever tell them so I’ll remain alone in a room full of those that I care about more than life. But they don’t care for.

Sometimes I wish I could just slip into a coma. You’re not dead but you aren’t truly alive either so there isn’t any reason for those around you to celebrate nor morn. You’re just there. You don’t need to worry about the world around you all you do is dream… If even that. Right now I wish I was in a coma. It would be better than life.

Sometimes I wish I could just slip into a coma. You’re not dead but you aren’t truly alive either so there isn’t any reason for those around you to celebrate nor morn. You’re just there. You don’t need to worry about the world around you all you do is dream… If even that. Right now I wish I was in a coma. It would be better than life.

Two days ago I had surgery and have since been at home feeling like shit. I’m not sure if it’s just due to the pain meds but everything is making me alot more emotional then usual. Especially the fact that only one friend who has taken time to visit me since the surgery… So I guess this is a new level of depression for me. Even though I thought it couldn’t get any worse. 

Thanks Megan. Your the best.